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Friday, October 22, 2010 /5:17 PM

Things hasn't been pretty much fixed yet. I honestly hope for a better year next year. Or I will really consider on changing school. That's not a bad idea anyway. Or perhaps I will just home school and sit for SPM in school. Would they allow? Hmmmm. Anyway, I just hate life to the max now. I wanna enjoy school life! I'm so jealous of others who enjoys school everyday. Well, I used to enjoy school like 24/7. It was like a drug to me that I cannot not attend to. But now, it's like a pain. As suffering as cancer. Only my heart knows why I don't like going to school anymore. My heart, him, him and her. Basically, only 3 people besides me knows why I don't like going to school anymore. They pity me like crap but what to do? THIS IS LIFE as how much we hate it.

He's gone. Not forever, just for a week. My best friend is goneeeeeeeeee for a week. It's gonna be a boring week for me but it wouldn't be that bad I guess. The end of term exam is next week and stretches to the following week Monday, so yeah. I did not study and not planning to because I studied so much, I mean, quite a lot before PMR and the knowledge is still stuck inside my brain. I mean, this exam is pure shit. Why do KBSM 3 students need to sit for this examination? It's dumb! We just sat for the PMR examination like 2 weeks back and we need to sit for this. Everyone thinks it's dumb! The KBSM 3 students in the government school are now like partying and they are not required to go back to school 'til the results come out. This is shit man. I should be like staying at home everyday and not going to school and face all those crap.

I honestly wish time will pass by fast. I wish November the 1st will come faster because that's the last day of the end of term exam. My sisters will all be back soon. The whole family is yet again to reunite this coming holiday. WOOHOOO. At least I wouldn't feel so bored this coming holiday. Eldest sister will be back for only 2 weeks unfortunately and the other 2 sisters will be back for 3 months. I'll be having my holiday for 2 months :D And Brownie Foo will be staying with us next month because my brother will be going to China. Brownie's a dang cute puppy by the way but very playful, HAHA. I just love Brownie!!!! Basically, in my life I only care for like a few people and Brownie's one of them. Definitely no one from that "world", no really. The only one I cared about has left :(

Collin will be leaving us next year. He'll be going to study in a different school and Pearlly has gone over to the International side. This is so sad!!! These two people are like so awesome :( I already am missing them, honestly! Pearlly's the girl whom I spent most of my time with and now that she's gone, who's gonna replace her? No one :( I miss her so much. And for Collin, the joker of the class is gonna leave us. When I heard that news, I was like OMFG!!! WHY!!!!! These news were very surprising for me. 4 people might be leaving us so only 14 students left behind. I bet new students will be joining us :) I hope they are nice people!

Like I said earlier, my best friend is gone for a week. Am dang bored and kind of miss the company given, so yeah. Just hope this week will pass fast. JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR THE 2 MONTHS BREAK!!!!!!! Away from school, away from all the humans in school and most of all, away from the word "suffering". I really hope this 2 months break will give some changes to me, really. I hope next year will be a much, much, much better year and that the feeling of loving school will be back. I hope we'll all be matured as we get a year older.

My birthday's coming in 4 more months! Haha! Gonna be 16 years old. Feeling old, haha! But can't wait. Yeah, usually people have this grand party when they turn 16 but for me, I think I'll not celebrate as pretend it's just another day that's passing by :) Well, depends if things get better for me. This year's birthday thingy sucked like hell. Regret for having it. Anyway, my only wish on my birthday will be 2011 will be a better year for me, a muchhhhhhhh more better year for me. I do not wish for presents. I prefer cards with sweet and meaningful plus sincere messages writen in it rather than a stupid card that writes "Happy Birthday Jessie!" WTF. LOL.

Might be having dinner with father's friend tonigh, GAH! Hates having dinner with strangers D:

Gotta ciao! :)

With ♥,
Jessie