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Tuesday, September 21, 2010 /4:52 AM

I will not be mentioning this person's real name but I shall give this person a disguised name. This person is a male by the way and I know him for about 1 and a half years already. A person that once used to be really nice and never lie for other people but now it seems like it's upside down. I shall start this blog. Whatever I blog is true. Honestly, I really do not want to talk all these stuff about him because I feel so mean but I really can't take it anymore. I hope he will get the chance to read this. Maybe I will just send him the link to my blog and ask him to read it to improve his language skills. Here it goes ....
(name in disguised : John)

I knew John since the early year of 2009, around April. He is a really nice and compassionate person that everybody would like to know. He has a lot of friends but not all of them have a good personality. It's pretty obvious if you would just spend a week with him. He has a lot of friends who come and visit him practically everyday. There's like the morning crowd, afternoon crowd and the evening crowd. I prefer the crowd who comes in the morning and sometimes in the evening. He is really friendly to all of them and helps them in many ways he can. One weak point of him is that he is pretty unfair. He only helps those who's really, damn close with him. I mean, lend them his "extraordinary hands". You know, the EXTRAordinary help.
There's this particular women, which I honestly don't really fancy her, who knew him for about a few months or so. Not reaching a year yet though. She is really rich. She drives a Mercedes, number plate : ADA 3188. If you ever see her in town, please scream "FUCK YOU!" Just kidding ... Hahahaha! I would actually do it :) Anyway, back to why I despise her. She's hell rich. Loads of money. Husband owns a fricking hardware factory in Ipoh and have a lot of distributors in Pantai Remis. Nice place by the way :) She honestly is selfish with her money but she helps in like asking other people to help. That's a pretty good contribution though but well, charity begins from your own heart not from others. She takes John to see the doctor like practically every week. She's married with 6 children. Though I don't really know what's her eldest child's gender. At first, I thought he/she is a boy but turned out to be a girl. Maybe she's homosexual! HAHAHAHAHA!!!! I am so mean but I really despise her mum, no offence tomboy!

So she takes John to see the doctor every week and one day, a man saw them and asked "why is he going out with her? Are they inlove or something?" And one woman asked "why does John need to see the doctor every week? Is he sick or something?" And a few people said "I think they both are inlove." The fact is, John keeps denying that he loves her. Well, I know he does not love her but I honestly know that he likes her and enjoys her company. Why? Is it because she is rich? Or is it, in his demented mind, think she's all sexy and beautiful? Or maybe, he likes talking to her? Or is it because she loves him? That keeps playing in my mind. But what I definitely am sure of is he likes her and enjoys her company. Whatever she asked him to do, he listens LIKE A DAMN DOG! Are you a dog or a human, John-boy? You have your own brains right? Dude, come on, use them wisely! I knew him for like1 and a half years and he NEVER listened to any of my advices because apparently, no one could control him but I think perhaps, that women can? Love can really make someone blind. So very blind.
The doctor scared John so much by saying he has liver problem and if he does not eat the medicine given, he will die of cancer. And if he eats spicy stuff and certain vegetables, he will die of cancer. I mean, what kind of fucking crap is that? What the fuck is wrong with people these days? Oh My God!!!! I did not know John is that dumb. HAHAHAHA! Maybe he is dumb? Just kidding. He isn't, he is wise and really smart but he is VERY naive. Like really naive. When he heard people said that he and that women are inlove, he gave all kind of excuses to defend her and himself. What kind of game are you playing? Basketball? Football? Badminton? Oh please, do you think that we are that dumb? Maybe to you. I can bet the only person you think of 24/7 is her! You were so fucking heartbroken when she did not talked to you for some time. And that women and her husband dared to say "why when you do good, people still want to talk bad about you?" Ever heard of karma assholes? Or maybe the fact is that you both were having a secret affair! No one will know except God. When you die, you'll find out. Don't tell me it takes a 15 years old girl like me to tell you this? What happened to your wise mind, John? How can I trust you again, John?
What I'm angry is, you lied for her. Are you her pet? Dude, be wise man! You teach people to be wise and stuff but you certainly are not! Doesn't take me to tell you that! Do you even think I wanna talk shit about you? Or even think about this matter? Of course not! I do not want to hate you John. I like you, I really do but sometimes, whatever you do, hurts a lot of people. You made a lot of people get angry at you. And that women's like controlling your fricking life, for God's sake! What the fuck, seriously. I hope you'll realise someday John. That whatever you are doing now, is a mistake.

With ♥,
Jessie